Won’t even start

11 05 2009

by David Choi

What happened
After last summer
When we broke up
In September

I haven’t seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
It’s always there no matter where I’ve been

So if I ever see you on the street
I’ll pretend that I didn’t see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I’ll have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
That’s the best
I can do for you

Cuz you’ll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah it’s hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know it’ll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
I’ll pretend that I didn’t see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I’ll have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start



Random questionnaire

7 05 2009

justforfun.
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Can you do this without deleting any questions?
i will try.

Do you smoke weed everyday?
nooo. nono.

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
nO

What’s something you really want right now, be honest?
an iPhone 3G with DiGi. a pair of Adidas basketball shoes. a Taylor acoustic guitar.

Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
side

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
hardly. and i havent drawn stuff in ages. :(

Has anyone ever given you roses?
lol nope.

If somebody likes you, would you want them to tell you?
well it depends who’s the someone, right?

Is anything bothering you?
besides the total meaningless questions so far? hmm.. not really.

What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
the day before i die

On average, what do you cry most about?
bad things happening to people i know

If the last person/animal that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you do?
fleeeeeeeeeeeeee

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
errr, no?

What is something you like to do when you’re down?
guitar it away.

Do you regret anything from your past?
tons of stuf. This question is dumb. who doens’t hav regrets.

Who is the last person you physically hit?
some random fella at the basketball competition

How many people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
2

Do you always answer your phone?
when it asks.

If the last person you kissed moved away, would you be sad?
barely

Your phone rings, what do you say?
Chuck Norris can drown a fish.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yessh.

Was last night enjoyable for you?
Yeah, we went to La Gourmet and had dinner celebrating Philip’s 21st.

Ever receive a really long apology?
Yep

Did you have sex today?
No. Did you?

Can you make brownies without looking at the instructions?
in the bathroom, yes.

Who was the last person to text you?
Cliff!

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
my imaginary friend Steve. He left and never came back.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
Yes, why not.

Something you do a lot?
ponder unnecessarily.

What brings out the worst in you?
desperate situations. people pissing me off. dilemmas.

What exciting event is coming up?
Kang Mei’s birthday! NBA finals. Mei Lin’s wedding. July :)

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
let me seee……………….no.

Why do you think so many people cheat on their bf/gf?
they didn’t really connect.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
I’ll start from now.

Your last ex shows up at your door right now.what do you do?
Look away.

What did you drink last?
Teh Tarik

Do you like Obama?
HE PLAYS BALL. nuff said.

Who annoys you?
Tan Weng. and her. yes, her. the third one. out of my freaking mind.

What’s on your mind?
the fourth one. :)

What are you worried about?
what people think. can’t help it.

To who did you last give the finger to?
I think it was Yee Long. or Shan Bin.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
5hrs

Is there someone you cant stop thinking about?
damnit. yes.

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
roti>teh-tarik>mentos. with lots of oxygen in between and after.

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
For what

Do you ever think “what if” about anything?
What if i die while answering these questions.

Has anyone said they loved you in the last week?
noo :(

Did anyone see you the last time you kissed?
i think no.

Do you drink soda from a straw?
no. straight from can

Facebook or Myspace?
Facebook

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
NoO. lol

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed

Who did you last see in person?
Hali, Marketing, from downstairs

How are you feeling?
Bored. Cold. Lazy.

Was it a boy or girl that text you last?
A MAN. Cliff.

Have you spoken to your mother today?
yeah
Gotten high this past week?
on music

You’re stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it?
whatever’s on my mind

If your life was a movie, what genre would it be in?
Miscellaneous.

Do you find it gross to share drinks with family or friends?
no

Is everyone equally important to the world?
NOo. some are way more important.

Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now?
yeah

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Hmm. hard to say.

Do you believe in perfect?
perfect mistakes

Are you a jealous person?
dammit. yes.

Have you chewed gum after someone else already has?
i have! on a dare

Do you remember the first person you ever kissed?
yeah, i do

Do you think two people can last forever?
“forever and a day.” thanks, shakespeare.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
It was the Passion of the Christ this Good Friday. argghh

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
of course. i’m the only son. Cheah must live on.

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
Jia Hui. LOL

Have you ever fallen backwards on a chair ?
ouch. and yes.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
my period may come a day early. stupid questions get stupid answers.

If your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
if she promises not to make constant long distant calls to Perth. :)

You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you?
You’re trying to be cute, aren’t you? you FAIL.

Anything you’re giving up on?
tardiness.

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
i could. i’m quite the bad friend.

Could you honestly say you love someone right now?
(in a very honest voice) “you love someone right now.”



Happy Birthday Philip

6 05 2009

some Facebook photos i found.


Standard JPJ


awards night 2008 —  what face is that? and why my waist so skinny one.


dammit. can never win at push-ups.


beach boys.


molest.


swing swing - the all Malaysian rejects


Phil is a douche.

Happy 21st!
adult!!!!!!!!!



Spoiling Wolverine for you.

5 05 2009

Wolverine as a young boy, kills his own dad.

Wade (Ryan Reynolds, the one with the swords) is Weapon 11.

The lead girl (Kayla) is secretly working together with Stryker.

Victor works for Stryker.

Stryker steals powers from the mutants he catches and stores them in Weapon 11.

Will. I. Am. dies. (Fergalicious death. death death death death)

Hobbit dies. (Merry, Pippin, whatever his name. He’s the electricity guy)

Kayla dies.

Weapon 11 dies. His head gets chopped off by Wolverine.

Cyclops appears.

Gambit appears.

Wolverine  gets shot in the head with an adamantium bullet and loses his memory.

Charles Xavier appears at end.

why did u keep reading?



H1N1

4 05 2009

taken from Motifake.com - the best demotivational posters.



Just for today

2 05 2009

Just for today … I will choose and display the right attitudes.

Just for today … I will determine and act on important priorities.

Just for today … I will know and follow healthy guidelines.

Just for today … I will communicate with and care for my family.

Just for today … I will practice and develop good thinking.

Just for today … I will make and keep proper commitments.

Just for today … I will earn and properly manage finances.

Just for today … I will deepen and live out my faith.

Just for today … I will initiate and invest in solid relationships

Just for today … I will plan for and model generosity.

Just for today … I will embrace and practice good values.

Just for today … I will seek and experience improvements.

Just for today … I will act on these decisions and practice this disciplines, and

Then one day … I will see the compounding results of a day lived well.

_________________________________
-taken from “Today Matters” by John Maxwell



Of Hoops and Dislocations

2 05 2009

Alas!

My friend Philip fell down and dislocated his elbow yesterday.


Philip in happier times

It was labour day and CCC (Calvary Charismatic Centre) held their 2nd Mini-Olympics competition.
A gang of us had a team representing his church.

We got 3rd place, after winning three games and losing one.
Things got pretty violent from the beginning. LOTS of body contact, body checks, elbows and knees being thrust like a bad dance movie.

Anyway, back to Philip.

He got tripped midway the first game and landed badly on his arm. His elbow popped out of its socket and he was (i could only imagine) in excruciating pain. He started yelling about and a whole bunch of people could only stand around and watch. I tried to get some first aid BUT couldnt find anyone and in the end the first aid people who arrived were very slow to do anything.

After awhile they managed to put Philip’s arm in a makeshift cast and carry him to this guy’s car and he drove them there.

At the hospital the doctors gave him some morphine and popped his elbow back.
damn, he got to get high.

Philip’s actually on a short trip back from Australia, and was supposed to go back to Perth tomorrow.
Looks like that’s gonna be delayed.

Hope he has a speedy recovery.
I’m really quite sure he still wants to play ball in the future.

At least we got third place, in honor of him.
Pity only 1st and 2nd place got trophies/medals.

bah.